A Week with My New Family: Foundation Workshops

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So this is it: I’ve been named one of the world’s top 10 wedding photographers. Wedding photography has never been a stepping stone for me onto other things — I already have my dream job. So clearly I’m exactly where I want to be, and there’s nothing left to learn.

Ha. Hahahaha…

You never stop learning in a job like this, and that’s one of the things I love about it so fiercely. I love learning, and I love a job that forces me to constantly use my brain in new ways. So I made a vow to take at least one workshop or photography class every year, forever. I’ve seen photographers like Joe McNally do their thing; I’ve been through several excellent courses at the top-notch International Center for Photography, and more. I’ve been forced to leave my comfort zone in a hundred ways for classes — I’ve used new and exotic equipment, I’ve contracted pneumonia, and I’ve been stripped naked both figuratively and literally. But in some ways this was all preparation for the Foundation Workshop.

Founded more than 10 years ago by Huy Nguyen and newspaper photographers who had transferred into wedding photography, Foundation is an intense, grinding, transformative experience that seeks to ground wedding photographers in the modes of hard photojournalism, both as a shooter and as an editor. The wedding photography experience tends to be defined by people in tears saying “Oh my god, we love our photos and we love you!” while photojournalism is defined by a coffee-chugging photo editor yelling “Hey jerk, there’s a tree coming out of this person’s head! Look at this horizon … were you drunk when you took this?” A great photo editor can make you love them and hate them at the very same time.

Foundation is about change, and in many ways the defining experience is making wedding photographers — harbinger of tears that we are — break down in tears ourselves. The 8:30 mark of this video sums it up. But it’s too reductive to think of it as a place where people will try to make you cry by being extremely hard on you. That’s one reason you might cry, sure, and people do. But I’ve been through photo school and the newsroom. While learning, I’ve had people tell me that my photos made them physically ill. I knew I could take some criticism. But Foundation brought me to tears anyway. What did it for me was that magic mix of sleep deprivation and incredible waves of emotion. You are in a small room with many of the world’s best wedding photojournalists, and there’s just no ego in sight. Strangers become colleagues, and then friends, and then family. And then, when you’re at your sleepiest, your sappiest, they hit you with the results of the week, the incredible work of your fellow students. And at least one of the assignments — Mary McHenry‘s — had the tears rolling down my face.

There are so many emotions that roll through you — I spent portions of the workshop ecstatic, exhausted, even incredibly angry — but I started with terror. I knew this would be a tough week, but staff member after staff member kept coming up to me and saying “Ryan, we’re doing our best to figure out how to kick your ass.” Oh boy.

This speaks to the incredible level of individualized attention you get at Foundation. My week there were 25 students, and 27 staff members. I don’t know anything else in the wedding world that even approximates that. You can’t get away with slinking by and giving a half-hearted effort, there are too many people looking over your shoulder … literally. By the end of two days of shooting, hours and hours of tight editing and mentoring, every single student knocked their assignment out of the park. We aren’t allowed to publicly show more than two images for some very good reasons, but there are a couple assignments that I really wish could be released to the world, because the work is so strong about sensitive subjects that they are actually important.

But they staff had a different challenge in mind for me. They work very hard to tailor assignments to the specific students’ strengths and needs, and they knew that I would relish any emotional or physical challenge, that I’d be happy to roll around for two days in dirt or blood or fire for the shots. So instead they challenged me with tedium and familiarity. I was assigned a small newsroom, the kind I started my career in. With my experience, I already knew that absolutely nothing visually interesting happens in a small newsroom. My proposed subtitle for the piece was “People threw away papers, and sometimes took a smoke break.” But it allowed me to drill down on technical aspects I never had time to really focus on during the frenetic wedding day, working on skills in layering, filling the frame with relevant information, reducing visual clutter in an extremely cluttered environment, etc. I even shot most of my assignment with the 12mm on the OM-D so I couldn’t use shallow depth-of-field as a visual crutch.

I couldn’t imagine a better team leader in this than David Murray, with his decades of experience shooting for newspapers and newswires. And imagine a workshop where staff is as packed with excellence as Erin Chrisman and Daniel Aguilar are the secondary mentors. Each of them pushed me farther to make great images from the mundane than I ever had before, and I am bursting with energy now, waiting to tear into this wedding season.

Thank you to everyone in my new family. I said this to Daniel at the end of the workshop, but it also applies to David, Erin, “team mom” Cliff Brunk and so many others: “When this started I loved your work. Now, I love you.”

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Photo by Ed Atrero

  • http://nadinestudio.com nadine

    welcome to the family, ryan!

  • http://www.carolineplusben.com Ben Godkin

    I can’t decide if I respect you more for winning Top 10 Wedding Photographer in the world or for having completed a Foundation Workshop… You are amazingly talented and very dedicated to perfecting your craft… even after already working 10,000+ hours at it… ;)

  • http://www.barrosinc.com Max

    Man I wish i could go to foundation once in my life… I cant wait to see a post foundation wedding!

  • http://www.fenglongphoto.con Zachary Long

    Nice write up, glad to see it was humbling to even a Top 10 :). I think I need to sign up!

  • Ginger Diaz

    Well said, Ryan! I haven’t been able to find the words to describe my week, but you did it very well. And congrats on the award – big week for you & Tyler!

  • Daniel Orren

    Great read man!

  • Roger N

    Ryan can you please provide a link to the actual American Photo article? Please n’ thanks.

  • http://www.jennydemarco.com Jenny DeMarco

    We are so glad you’ve joined our family! It was great spending the week with you! And glad your assignment was a perfect fit.

  • http://www.khanhnguyenphotography.com Khanh Nguyen

    Your story made me want to go to next year’s workshop… well , that’s for sure I’m going.

  • Jennifer Tai

    Doing it in 2014. Doing it doing it doing it.

  • Wendy Graham Gibson

    How is it possible you are as good with your words as you are with your photos? Right on Ryan Brenizer! And WOOO HOOOO on the Top 10!

  • Shauna Heron

    You’re amazing, Ryan. So happy to call you family now x.

  • Ed Atrero

    Love that last line, Ryan! So great having you a part of the Foundation Family and congrats on the American Photo Top 10!

  • Danielle Maheu

    Wonderful description, Ryan! Great getting to know you last week and watching your assignment come together. Congrats on the American Photo award!

  • Sarah Corbett

    Wow! Love this. Ryan you never cease to amaze. As incredible of a writer as you are a photographer.

  • http://www.dennispikephoto.com Dennis Pike

    anything that makes you feel challenged is something I want to be a part of.

  • Chris Moseley

    why were you “allowed” to only show 2 images?

  • http://www.buffygoodman.com Buffy

    I had the HC News as my assignment last year. Amazing to read your words – you summed up the FW family perfectly!

  • alvaro arriagada

    atfer meet fer juaristi and now read this … i have to do this workshop… thanks for share your experience, fear is a great way to move forward

  • http://www.ryanbrenizer.com/ Ryan Brenizer

    Thank you Alvaro, I highly recommend it!